Why Me? August 14, 2008

I work in a deli.
I have a uniform. It declares that I must wear black or tan pants with a white collared shirt. I like this.. that means I only needed to buy shirts when I got my job. And because they were white I need to wear a black tanktop under them. Because white bras didn’t make sense to own before. I never wore white and they’d show through my really thin old black (grey) shirts. So I just assumed wear a black tanktop underneath.

It is warm out.
I walk to work. It’s not a bad walk. it’s shaded for a good portion of it. it’s flat land mostly. But it IS summer. therefore wearing two shirts is a liiittle warm. So I tend to walk in my tanktop and my work pants.

This is how it looks.

I think it’s decent. I’m covered. It’s modest… it’s something I wear for wooork. I’m not prancing about in a little black cocktail dress and heels or applebottom jeans.

I walk on a main road.
To get there I have to go past the rotary in my town. It’s a pretty busy road. There are alot of cars. there’s a highway offramp there and all. I walk on the sidewalk and lots of cars pass me.. sometimes people I know are driving by and they offer me a ride. That’s always nice.

Some fools in their cars think it is FUNNY.
To drive past me and scream out their windows. or to honk at me and make lewd hand gestures.
It doesn’t happen everyday.. its happening less now that people are headed back to schools. so I’m going to assume it was mostly college kids or something. But why? WHYYY? do you need to drive past someone and screeeam out your window. I can’t understand what you’re saying, you’re driving too fast.

And you scare the bejeebus out of me when you honk at me. I can hear that through my headphones. and its alarming to suddenly hear HONKHONK!! in the middle of something that should be my soothing music. It’s even scarey when I hear it through my loud growly music.

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This leaves me wondering. Why me? What did I do to you? I’m not dressed to be catcalled. I’m not shaking my butt down the road. I’m just attempting to not dehydrate.. again XD

Scabbers August 13, 2008

Scabbers and I are hitting our six month anniversary in two days. I makes me really excitamid!

Soo… I’ve decided to humor the world on the storee of our meeting.. since he’s snoring next to me and all (he was up at 6am so I don’t blame him for being asleep now. XD)

I met him in January. Remember when I made that post about everyone being horribly sick? Yes then. haha. Everyone was getting sick and I’m a big baby and didn’t want to.. REALLY didn’t want to.. I wanted nothing more than to be out of the house full of puking people.

I got a friend to come get me from my moms house that night. As it happened, she was headed to what she said was a party but really only turned out to be four people. I knew mom prooobably wouldn’t ever approve… but I often did things my parents wouldn’t approve of with this friend. I don’t mean illegal or anthing.. just going out and stuff.. ^_^

Well the ‘party’ was being held at her friends house.. Scabbers house.. My first impression of him was him standing on his lawn waving his arms wildly. And my friend yelling “Of course I couldn’t see you! you’re in black!”

The party was pretty fun.. we stayed up and played cards (and they drank.. I was still nervous that I was sick and not giving my stomach any ammo) All night. Around 5am Scabbers said he had to get to work at 1 and therefore needed to be up and out of his house at noon. Were we going home or not? Welll… we didn’t. I slept on one couch and my friend slept on the other.. Scabbers in his room in his bed.

We got up and left the next morning.. and I didn’t see him again until The superbowl weekend. he was at my friends party. My friend actually babysits for my little sisters friend.. so yeah.. I brought the little one with me. And scabbers was there! I was shy and all such things. XDD

When we went home I looked him up on myspace and I talked to him alot while Stinker was sick. We ended up having a LOTR movie marathon after I took my ACTs We really only watched like.. 45minutes of one of the movies and then went to a kareoke bar. (I know he looks like a bad influence.. but he really isn’t. He’s more of a good one. I don’t do half of the horrible things some teens do. These are honestly the sneakiest and most adventurous things I’ve ever done)

He drove me home (He didn’t drink at all because of this) We were a little late on getting me home on time.. just a little. Bobbert called.. I reassured him that we were on our way. And as we pulled up outside my house I was a little sad that the fun was over. I hugged him goodbye.. realized how freaking awesome he smelled. Went to hug him again because I’m a total olfactory junkie I love smells.. and somehow ended up kissing him. 0.0;

I’m sure I said something absurd and totally not appropriate for after kissing someone, accidentally or not. stumbled out of the car.. tripped on my way up to the steps and turned the color of a tomato.

I’m sure I left a fantastic impression.. for he seems to love me anyway XD

ARTSTUFF!! August 6, 2008

bahhhhh… I hadn’t drawn in days… weeks!

but I’ve been on a kick this whole week… I’ve gotten my drawing tablet up and I’m overcomming the learning curve it comes with… I think I’m getting pretty good.. what do you think? XDDD

My lovely.. I think it looks like him ^.^

A little kittygirl.. she’s not wearing much.. but I’m kinda crap at drawing clothing without a refernce.. XD

A drawing I have in pencil… but I decided I wanted to color it. I think she came out pretty well ^.^

Feel Free to browse my Deviant Art page. you can buy some of my arty things from the site if you for some odd reason want to XD

I’ll even do commission work. :: grin grin :: cause everone wants to be turned into a cartoooon… well.. not totally cartoony..

Have a good day!!

Home Videos? July 7, 2008

Here is a totally random mix of video clips I’ve taken with my camrea since moving in with scabbers.
Enjoy ^^Lovely

mrow June 11, 2008

Wheeee Summer!

See you all at muh Bobberts for 2nd quarter birthdays.

:)

David Prouty and Big Y May 26, 2008

David Prouty. My Highschool. In this tiny town in the middle of nowhere… my graduating class is like.. 120something students.. Which is decently sized I guess actually.. Maybe.
Anyway

This post is to mention

That Tomorrow

Tuesday May 27, 2008

I, Kiinu No Baka

WILL BE DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!!

AHAHAHAHA!!! YESSSS!!! LIFE IS GOOOOOOOOD! XD

I can’t wait. I have my accoutning final tomorrow and I’m exempt from my Marketing Ed. final (All Ihad left were business classes) So I’m DONE and OUT tomorrow! Dance with me! I NEVER have to go back there again! Except for Class Day where I’ll get my yearbook… but still! That’ll take like… a half hour at most :)

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As For Big Y. That is my place of employment. I workj at the Deli.. I play with a big slicer and they gave me my own box cutter, and it’s GREEN!

Honeslty I thought I was going to haaate my job.. I thought I was going to despise going there all the time. Then again… prior to turning 18 I’d onmly be able to for front end or something. I am SO not good with small talk, or strangers. I am so shy it’s almost a physical need to run away sometimes.

But the deli is okay.. I’m behind a very large counter and people usually go there first (cause it’s right next to the entrance) so they’re still all joyful and such. Not stressed yet. The moms get all happy with you when you offer their kids cheese and talk to them while you’;re doing stuff, and I can do that. I’m WAY better at talking to kids. Mostly because they like to talk about EVERYTHING. so it’s easy.

And the people I work with are funny. My manager sings while he works and the assistant manager is actually kinda scarey and REALLY anal-retentive. But, most of the time I’m comming in at the end of both of their shifts so I don’t see them too much. I think they want me warking on closing shifts, which is totally fine with me. There aren’t a billion customers and I can just clean up the windows, wrap up stuff and talk to the two other ladies who work closing. They’re deffinatly more laid-back and the night manager of the store is much more laid back too.. she hangs around and talks to the other two deli ladies.

But some of the customers are funny. I had this older guy come in and ask for a sample taste of like six different salads. then he bought the one he didn’t taste. I mean it must have been one he always buys or something. But it was still funny.

And this one woman who asked for a piece of cheese even though she hald like three kida with her. I thought maybe only one of them could eat cheese so I gave her the one slice, and she started folding it to plit it between two of them. so I gave her a second one and her daughter got all happy and bounced about eating it and asking questions. It was very amusing and really cute. :)

Anywhooo! I’m done rambling like a loon.. Bye for now!

Updaaate May 19, 2008

Sub in class. XD

School is good.. I’m out in SIX DAYS!!! SIX and I’m done with school forever!!!!! bahahaha!!!!

I’m going to die this week though… Bobberts gone on a business trip to California , lucky eh?

So I’m taking over his paper route.. 2am… ewwy… 2am to 6 then I have school at 7:30

you see? dead.

BUT for that week Scabbers and I are staying at Bobberts. So my last week of getting to school will be easier.

Uhmmm… What else is there.. I dunno.. My cellyphone is on back order or something.. account issues and all. But I’m okay with waiting… it’s free XD

Scabbers sister, Penguin, got married last Saturday. Whooo!! She had a very pritty dress and despite it being her special day and everyones attention being on her somehow she slipped off for about a half hour and nobody knew where she had skittered off to XD Sneaky.

Turns out the button that held the trail on her dress up broke so one of her bridesmaids was fixing it in the back room or something.

Okay that’s all!! Baicha!

At School May 6, 2008

Updating from here because I gots no computar in mah new home. :)

I like it though… I’m sure you’ve (family) all heard by now. A couple Sundays ago moved out of mah Bobberts house and in with Scabbers.

I’m still finishing school. I’m still going to see you guys and stuff.. and I’ll get Bobbert to pass along a phone number as soon as I have my own phone. The one I have from mom never gets service out there. ^^;

I can check my email every few days.. so if you want to/need to send me anything send it to DarkAngelKiinu@yahoo.com and I’ll get it.. maybe not right away but I will :)

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Also.. I’ve heard that people are upset with Bobbert for my lack of graduation party. That’s done at my request. I really don’t like being the center of attention. I don’t want a party for me. Adding it in to the b-days is my compromise. I didn’t want one at all. period.

So please don’t be mad at them.

Temporary Break ^.^ May 1, 2008

Hello!

I’m going to try and keep up with the blogging… but I’ve just done something crazy and I left my computer in a hard to acess place..

I’ll update when I can ^_^

The world is full April 25, 2008

Does it feel that way for you?

Right now I mean… it feels like I’m on the top of some giant full cup or something.. Just kinda waiting for those laws of physics or whatever they are to break and for everything to come crashing toward the future.

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Anyway!

I’m exposing Scabbers to my Bobberts side of the family this Sunday.. Bobbert likes him so I’m not too worried… but with all my mothers giant issues and all.. I’mma come to the shindig in his car seperate from Bobbert so if it gets all weird we can bail after an hour or two.. XD

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And some pictures of us! (that you totally want to see, right? XD I know)

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Now your eyes will bleed! bahahahaha!!!