Not Qualified For This! January 23, 2008

New Term… new schedual.. new doom.

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Right now I have a foods class in my schedual. It’s not that bad I’m sure. I have decent cooking skills and all. I’m not a picky eater. So I’m trying tot alk myself into enjoying the class a bit and I walk into the room. Who ARE these people?! Not a single face I recognize.

I don’t mean no friends. I mean I’ve never seen any of these kids before. And I’m good with faces. I may not have a name for you. But I’ll remember seeing you in a class or a hallway or a friend of a friend kind of thing. where have they been hiding?! Who are they working for? and why don’t I recognize them?

It makes me very nervous. I have social issues or something. Outside of a convention I’m terrible at talking to people. Even AT a con. I don’t approach people. The only difference there is when they say hello or try to hug me, I don’t Feel the need to ask ‘what do you want with me’ and/or deck them.

So I’m put in a class with nobody I even recognize. Then put in a group. three other people I have to… socialize with… or soemthing… work with. But i don’t know them. And they’re my age…sorta. I don’t know how to talk to them. I mean… I’m kinda awkward with adults, and I’m totally fine with little kids. They like me. People my age though? Forget it, I dunno how to deal.

I don’t think I can stay in a class where I have to work this closely with classmates I don’t know. So… I’m signed up for a schedual change. :)

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On the up side. I drewa pretty decent real-life-esq sketch from a picture of my friend Matt.

Finals. January 19, 2008

My school splits the year in half. I have hour and a half long classes. four a day. I like that schedual personally. ^^

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Well… first half is over. I only had one class with a final (being a senior and being a lazy fart, I didn’t take too many ‘real’ classes) Real classes being a class that takes a whole half. I took mostly quarter classes and they don’t have a giant end-all final. they’re educational.. just not final-oriented.

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My one and only final was my English class.. I like english actually… and I loved my teacher this year. She’s pretty cool and very laid-back about how you do her assignments. i mean you can’t go off and do a crappy job. but if you go a little off what she told you to do and still do a good job at it, she doesn’t mark off for straying on the topic.

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My final was to give an oral presentation about any piece from my anthology project I passed in earlier in the year. Most kids did songs or poems so that they could fill time by analyzing them. I decided I wanted to do mine on my excerpt from LOTR.

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but I couldn’t find a way to talk about that book or J R R Tolkien for 8 minutes and keep the class interested. Soooo… I decided to ramble on about how he made languages for the books. I had to have a visual of some sort so i wrote out names in the language.

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Eveyone thought it was interesting and I got a B… wheeeeeee So… I might actually get a good grade this term… it’s quite magical. XD

New Look bby. XD January 18, 2008

i decided I didn’t like the restristions of the width on the other theme… and that I ended up not sticking to that title I gave it.

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So it’s changed. and I’ve put up and About Me (the Cat Name Dog) And an artsy Fartsy page. It has my sketches on it. I thought about a webpage one… but I don’t want to do that. So I’ve solved a few things I was working on with this site. Because I coudn’t figure out why i didn’t ever see my about me section… and I wanted some permanent pages. So now i have them! huzzah!

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Now to just use this for evil… perhaps starting a small internet buisness and shamellesyly promoting it on here… who knows! I’d do sketches on commission.. XDD infact I do… but I do them for ridiculous things. Like “teach me math so i don’t fail my ACTs!” “Does that mean you’ll finish my drawing?” “o.o;; YES! now HELP ME!”

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Also… this funkeh theme seems to fit me a bit better than that bluey darkish one. I’m much more hyper than that.. ^.^

Are you a Lesbian? January 15, 2008

No, I’m not. thank you.

Now kindly go choke on a sock.

(Not to be taken personally to anybody who may have asked with anysort of class. I don’t mean you.)

So I’m sitting next to.. January 11, 2008

The most Bigoted, obnoxious, whiney, rude, racist, fidgety, sexist, insuboordinate, demeaning, PMSing male in the world.

He shall remain nameless because this is the inter-butts and someone might come after him… though I wound’t mind… I’d feel a little responsable.

i’m trying to finish a project that’s due next block – yes I know… procrastination will kill me – I have a neat pile of papers sorted across a chair next to me. The chair goes to another computer yes. but it is a BROKEN computer. Nobody will be using it. it even has a little sign that says ‘Broken- needs vid. card’ in Cody’s messy as hell handwriting. (I see it alot… )

Needless to say. this boy is pushing the chair all over the place and bangning into it and i’m not OCD or anything… i’m just going to be pissed if all my papers (It’s an Anthology, there are ALOT of papers) End up on the floor.

He then proceeds to dump all of his binders contents on this chair too… so I move my papers to the floor next to me. Fiine I can do that.

He starts trying to do his project, and he can’t get his internet to work on the computer he decided to use… So he starts swearing incessantly. Eff this and Eff that, and for good measure or something he decided to throw in ‘I hate black people’ and ‘effing jews’

and what does everyone else in the Library do? Laugh of course.

Well that’s not fair… the boys ignored him… the FEMALES laugh at him. they think he’s ‘cute’ and ‘witty’ or something nonsensical like that. the lribrarian mentions watching their language, trying to make light of it and keep anybody from getting rude she adds on ‘I’m going to faint or something’ (haha, cause she’s SO old and all) and the stoopid one starts rambling on about being spanked cause that’s what he ‘heard’ her say.

He sitting at a different computer… surrounded by girls helping him with his project and laughing at his habit of being a creepo.

No lie… he’s creepy. He… touches people. I realize that sounds a bit like i’m a hermit or something. But it’s creepy… he just… everywhere. I touch my friends… I poke them or touch them in some way when I walk by… they do the same thing… but I don’t just… touch people. He does… he’ll be talking to anybody.. and he’ll touch them… he’s even done it to me and I wasn’t being friendly… when I first moved here… he called me by my whole name… which is weird to start with..

My first and last name… called me by it… i was getting paint for my car in Tech-Ed in 8th grade. And.. something about my former school made me really wary of random… people. Like… nobody walked up to you and said hello.. that just didn’t happen. I was already dealing with people smiling and trying to sit with me at lunch and envelop me in friendship or soemthing. then this fool comes along in class calling me by my whole name and i answered accordingly “What do you WANT from me?!”

“I’m just saying hello..”

“well… hi… Now… Bye..”

but that didn’t deterr him… he kept talking to me. I was twitchy and nervous and I wasn’t being plesant… At one point he touched my arm… I jumped/twitched so violently that I knocked over some paint and my chair.. And I yipped… that weird noise ONLY a girl can make when she’s surprised? yeah… that… the teacher asked what happened and i said he touched my arm… so it was ignored..

so I’ve been a bit biased in opinion twords him since i suppose.. going from a place where nobody talks to you that isn’t a part of your ‘group’ or they want something… to a place where everyone is fairly friendly… I guess he coulda just been being friendly… but it still weirded me out and I haven’t liked him being within ten feet of me since… but… he IS and he’s being obnoxious… and singing… annoying versions of songs… ‘heeee iss the cheeeseee’ to the tune of ‘we are the champions’ you see? annoying.

and he’s rube to teachers… and he’s very… ugh… I don’t like him… and needed to share it to keep me from yelling at him and making a spectical of myself… so now its here

Sorry i’ve been gone for awhile… Vacation and siblings who invade space were in my head.