Scabbers August 13, 2008

Scabbers and I are hitting our six month anniversary in two days. I makes me really excitamid!

Soo… I’ve decided to humor the world on the storee of our meeting.. since he’s snoring next to me and all (he was up at 6am so I don’t blame him for being asleep now. XD)

I met him in January. Remember when I made that post about everyone being horribly sick? Yes then. haha. Everyone was getting sick and I’m a big baby and didn’t want to.. REALLY didn’t want to.. I wanted nothing more than to be out of the house full of puking people.

I got a friend to come get me from my moms house that night. As it happened, she was headed to what she said was a party but really only turned out to be four people. I knew mom prooobably wouldn’t ever approve… but I often did things my parents wouldn’t approve of with this friend. I don’t mean illegal or anthing.. just going out and stuff.. ^_^

Well the ‘party’ was being held at her friends house.. Scabbers house.. My first impression of him was him standing on his lawn waving his arms wildly. And my friend yelling “Of course I couldn’t see you! you’re in black!”

The party was pretty fun.. we stayed up and played cards (and they drank.. I was still nervous that I was sick and not giving my stomach any ammo) All night. Around 5am Scabbers said he had to get to work at 1 and therefore needed to be up and out of his house at noon. Were we going home or not? Welll… we didn’t. I slept on one couch and my friend slept on the other.. Scabbers in his room in his bed.

We got up and left the next morning.. and I didn’t see him again until The superbowl weekend. he was at my friends party. My friend actually babysits for my little sisters friend.. so yeah.. I brought the little one with me. And scabbers was there! I was shy and all such things. XDD

When we went home I looked him up on myspace and I talked to him alot while Stinker was sick. We ended up having a LOTR movie marathon after I took my ACTs We really only watched like.. 45minutes of one of the movies and then went to a kareoke bar. (I know he looks like a bad influence.. but he really isn’t. He’s more of a good one. I don’t do half of the horrible things some teens do. These are honestly the sneakiest and most adventurous things I’ve ever done)

He drove me home (He didn’t drink at all because of this) We were a little late on getting me home on time.. just a little. Bobbert called.. I reassured him that we were on our way. And as we pulled up outside my house I was a little sad that the fun was over. I hugged him goodbye.. realized how freaking awesome he smelled. Went to hug him again because I’m a total olfactory junkie I love smells.. and somehow ended up kissing him. 0.0;

I’m sure I said something absurd and totally not appropriate for after kissing someone, accidentally or not. stumbled out of the car.. tripped on my way up to the steps and turned the color of a tomato.

I’m sure I left a fantastic impression.. for he seems to love me anyway XD

Mini-Sorry April 1, 2008

KiinuNoBaka: :: blinks :: Lovely… I wasn’t bothered by what she said.. Though I do enjoy your analysis of my eyes I didn’t mean to trigger your mind into overdrive or anything.. ^^ sorrie
WBDawsonsCreek17: I love you, My Dear. You really don’t need to be so sorry all the time. I feel bad because I feel like I’m making you think you’ve done something wrong. You have not yet wronged me in any way. You didn’t trigger my mind into overdrive. My mind does it on it’s own.

KiinuNoBaka: Oh dear… you haven’t made me feel likeI’ve done anything wrong. nono… It’s just.. one of those auntomatic responses I have.. I know sorry is used with harsher things and that’s where it’s supposed to be used.. but the english language doesn’t seemt o have a ‘mini sorry’ and it should… cause I’d use it.. XDDD I mean it in a lighthearted way when I’m saying it in a moment where I haven’t actually wronged you.. I don’t thik I’ve done anything horribly wrong, just maybe inconvenianced something or someone and I feel like I have to aknowledge that I did it and I’m.. not oblivious to it… or something.. I dunno

KiinuNoBaka: …that was really long

KiinuNoBaka: though… would probably make a pretty good blog topic.. XDD

Ever have those moments? Where a m’mini sorry’ would be so perfect? Where you want to apologise but you haven’t actually wronged anyone. Just kind of a way of trying to be humble.. y’know?

A Warm Fuzzy Feeling March 16, 2008

I feel so very normal right now.

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It’s amazing! I’m not being sarcastic either. XD

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you see… I’m 18.. I’m thinking about colleges… I have a liscense… I’m ridiculously giddy about an upcomming event.. I’m going to my Senior Dinner Dance.. I even have a date to it. I’m socializing quite well with people I’m just meeting. I’ve actually made new friends without the help of anybody else in one of my classes. I’m not failing anything. I even have a boyfriend to complete the totally normal picture.

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Though the thing that tops it all off, this normal thing.

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My mom doesn’t like my boyfriend. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Is it bad that I find this to be a comforting thought? Maybe not COMFORTING… but like.. a small little thread to keep me from being totally odd.. Because really. I’m pretty far from normal. even when I dress the part XD

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Though I like him for other reasons of course… that one is sticking out right now. Point of tension in recent days kind of thing.

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I’ll probably post an update or two before the Con. but from Thursday to Sunday next week. I’ll be off in the land of awesome!

Kiinu vs. RMV March 2, 2008

So I’ve tried to get my liscense twice now. And twice now, I’ve failed.

The first time, I was taught to parallel park incorrectly. My drivers ed class used a very small car for road lessons and they only went over it once and they way they used worked quite nicely for that little car. Not so good with a truck. Oops.

The second time I parallel parked just fine, I drove just fine, and at the very last second I was pulling into the parking space at the end and my foot slipped. off. the. break…. The car lurched forward a foot-ish.. barely at all, the cop got twitchy, he MISSED the parking break and I, Me. stopped the car with fast enough reflexes that we only went a FOOT forward. and I didn’t hit anything. But he called it a near-collision (there was a car infront of me you see) and failed me.

Well, this is really an inconveniance to us, we have no cars with middle parking breaks (well.. we have one.. but i’m only allowed to use it early in the morning when I’d have to skip the only classes I NEED to graduate) So my mum has to borrow a friends car, which isn’t so bad cept we don’t all FIT in her friends car, and borrow really means trade so her friend still HAS a car.

BUT! this past Friday. Scabbers offered up his car for me to use. So mom sent a note into school, I got dismissed after my important classes, Scabbers relinquised his keys to me and we drove to worcester to get his side mirror replaced so they wouldn’t deny me on account of his car, then drove to the RMV in Southbridge to let me drive up and about on all the roads around the RMV

I got a different cop this time, I parked, I nearly got run over by some ninny comming up behind me too fast while I was changing lanes and the cop yelled and reached for my wheel, but I turned the car away before he touched it.

Strangely, this time. the cop didn’t think my demonstration of my quick reflexes was a bad thing. He said I was a good driver and that he was comfortable enough to talk to my sponser while I was taking my test and that he apologised for creating a distraction and passed me! w00t!

I am now liscenced to… cause mayhem and run-amok… or something like that.

My mum rewarded me by letting me have Scabbers and one of my other crazy friends over for dinner. And I’m now eternally grateful for Scabbers and his small car… it made everything really easy… being all small and easy to turn and stuff.. XD

Specially since he usually doesn’t let anyone drive his car. Silly boys and their cars.

My first… outing…date? February 27, 2008

I made it 18 years without one… how magical. XD

Mkay… so as I was babbling about the other day. I went out to Worcester with my boyfriendy boy, I think… I’ll just call him Scabbers on here… Yes… like the rat in Harry Potter? Sounds good.

Pool and Kareoke in Worcester at a place called Londons. There’s alchohol served there so I had to have some form of I.D. for my 18ness to get in I guess… Nobody drank but still..

I sang… yup… infront of people that I could see.. :: shudder :: It wasn’t too bad though… He sang a buncha times… crazy boy. (He’s also jumped out of an airplane, you see? crazy.)

Right as he was going up to sing the first time one of the crazy people there (I pretty much loved everyone I met XD) Changed a gold coin into a quarter, While it was in my hand! It was so cool!

Welps. I had to be home for Midnight (He already made the Cinderella jokes) So we left at 11 15 and headed back.

we got home on time, Yay! XD
Everyone was still up and being silly (It was Saturday) So mom let Scabbers stay and hang out and play games with us until 2am. Haha. Very fun playing Apples To Apples with my mom brother Nicki and Scabbers… we make BAD jokes.

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So… my first time doing this outing thing… very fun and very memorable. I’m deffinatly willing to try it again hahaha… and I don’t think he’ll mind toooo much. XD

Dude… February 23, 2008

School vacation and I guess I kinda went on Mind vacation too.. XDD

Hrm… in the last… week… I’ve managed to.. not do much…

I finished my auntie banner… later than I thought I would… we didn’t have the resizing software I thought we did since my tall brother fried the other computer… I forgot about that until I needed it ^^ oops… But now I know where tofind it and stuff.. hehe..

I mailed a friend a gift that I bought them for Christmas… not the one that just passed but the Christmas BEFORE that.. o.o;; Yeah I’m good..

I got a prezzie from red!! And it’s very pretty! I’ll have to take a picture and put it up here after ^__^ I like it muchly so and thank you to her for it. And it fits! Which… rarely happens… most bracelets fall off my hand XD so yay on that account also!

I got a boyfriendy thing who I wasn’t friends with first… and it seems to be holding up better than the other.. Cody and I still get along vereh well… cause well… we’re friends XD Apparently nothing more but that’s all cooleh.

I waited to mention this… waited for the Bobbert and the mom to meet him… waited to see if it was just not going to work.. Just being cautious… I love how I proclaim myself mostly always single then… yeah… irony I tell you.. I had pretty much no crushes or anything all through middleschool and almost all of highschool… and now this insanity… not complaining… just amused… it’s totally ruining my streed cred., yo.. or not.. XD

ALSO.. Got my ACT scores online last night… My overall composite score is a 22… er.. in SAT language that’s somewhere around a 1030 I think… if I remember right.. ^_^ I scored kinda average on all the broken down subscores… so I’m going to assume that the 22 is pretty much the average.

and if it’s not… don’t tell me.. XDDD

AND I’m making Beef stew today… hopefully it’ll be done before I go out… otherwise mummy has to take over… and I can’t make him taste it… It should be done… I’m going out tonight… doesn’t that sound funny comming from me? Going out tonight… Gahahha… Kaeroke and Pool in worcester… mreow.. lots of people at places like that… but.. I dunno… maybe they’re all nuts… who knows… crazy people make me happy XD

okay I’m done rambling… guess I had more to say than I thought… BAI~~

Teases and Users– A Rant November 19, 2007

I thought I had the good group of friends… I thought I was really good at picking out the sincere friends. I was pretty sure all of them were honest. I’m not saying with everybody… but with me and the group. We’re not always the most honest with everybody else. But with eachother… I thought we had all the virus protection against liars and whores.

I’ve been proven wrong.

Friend walks up to Meggie and Jake

Friend: Hey.. (insert name here) is comming back from suspension tomorrow… wear a skirt with me.

Jake: you see friend THAT is why boys always get so frustrated and pissed at you!

Friend: huh? wha–

Meggie: Because you dress like a whore when you’re at school with them and when you’re alone with them you go all holy virgin body on them! Gawd! and no, I won’t wear a skirt tomorrow it’s WINTER.

Needless to say… Friends wears the skirt. There you have a tease… and a terrible mean thing to do in my opinion. I think of females who dress with the short skirts and then a pair of BOOTS? that’s screams I’m easy. Sorry to anybody that offends… but a short denim skirt and a pair of knee high boots? Not appropriate if you’re going to be playing the Holy mother mary later.

I am NOT bashing keeping oneself pure and all things. I’m bashing False Advertising. femininsts who wear lowcut shirts then tear a guy a new one when he stares. Bother me. Alot… put them away if you don’t want them looked at. I NEVER have this males-only-look-at-my-chest problem. Never ever. Wanna know the secret to not being treated like a ‘piece of meat’? WEAR SOME CLOTHES!

If A decently attractive male was walking about wearing some awesome chest and stomach showing off shirt. you’d look. You would. you know you would. you won’t get in trouble for it… because his nipples are apparently much less sacred than your own. You want equality? there you have it. You’re nipples are only as secret as a guys! And we see guys man-boobs all the time! Still want you stinking equality?

Sorry… offtopic a bit

the second… user… No I don’t mean guys… guys have very little to do with this one actually. Friend wants to hang out with her boy past her curfew because he ran late in meeting her. I’m okay with this. I see how this makes sense. I would feel the same way if I was her. My method of doing so… would be VERY different though. I would not manipulate three different friends to do it. I would call one friend and say “Hey… can I crash at your house after I’m done hanging out with the boy?” they would understand and say yes, parent allowing. and that’s how it goes.

This is the magic of the truth. it is simpler.

This is what Friend did. She got My sister to invite Friend 2 to sleep over. then called her own father… asked him if SHE could sleep here too. Her father says yes. Friend then approaches me and says that Bridgy invited Friend 2 to stay the night and claims she misses hanging out with me since I moved. I say fine and ask Bobbert… he says yes after laying down the ‘be quiet’ rules.

Friend leaves to get her stuff from Friend 2’s house and comes back. Talks to the rest of my family then leaves again. And doesn’t come back until 12 40 at night. Walks into my room and goes to sleep.

I would be totally okay with this is she had told me that she wanted to crash at my house after. because I would have asked bobbert ot let her crash in my room later.

Because if I’d said that. dad would not have been so very confused by how i ‘didn’t spend any time with my friend and she must feel rejected’

when in reality it is the other way around. Well… I don’t feel rejected.. just annoyed that she isn’t telling the stinking truth.

Hello, where is your brain? November 17, 2007

Mkay. I do not have a boyfriend. I don’t have a guy friend I casually kiss either. I do not have a female friend for either of those things either to keep your mind from going there.

I AM okay with this. if I had one that’d be cool. I’m not looking for one. or going out of my way to attract one. I’m not avoiding relationships I just don’t care.

Now you’re thinking ‘If she doesn’t care so much why is she posting about it, she’s obviously in denial.’ No that isn’t the point of this… the point of this is that my friends have no brains. Okay… that’s unfair… one of my friends has no brain. She hives a terrible name to blonds (or blondes) everywhere. (thank gosh I dyed mine brown).

Today. She calls me.

Her Hey, wanna come over and hang out with Me and Meggie tonight?

Me Yeah sure I guess… When and where and all such buisness?

Her At Meggies tonight. Me, her, Barrows and Jake are going to watch movies in the basement cause her moms out and Hayley can’t be alone at night.

Me …I think I’ll pass… you guys have fun… I’mma just catch up on all the internetting I’m missing while my computers being set up…

Her Aww come on! Whyyyy? Come hang out with us…

Me Nicki… I really don’t want to

Her Why?!

Me Uhm… because as much as I love all of you… do you know how gross kissing sounds when you’re not involved?

Her Why would anybody know that?

Me because their friends do not have enough sense to keep their get togethers of couples… with just couples…

Her …oh…

I should not have to explain this! I do not care that I am single… dating in highschool is quite pointless. HOWEVER, the sounds of other people sucking face while I’m trying to watch a movie… is like when other people are eating around you and you’re not… and they’re eating something like… chewy… you know… when a little kid stuffs their mouth almost too much… and they can still chew… but it makes that gross sound that makes you gag a little? Yeah… it’s like that.

Moral of the story. If you and your boyfriend… are hanging out with a friend and her boyfriend… do NOT invite other people along unless they have a person to bring also. YOU may not feel weird cuddling with your other and being mushy infront of them… but they will feel damn awkward… and a little sick if you wanna start suckingface. I don’t mean kissing… like… people are happy… they hug and kiss… but I mean sucking face… like people do when they watch movies… or are in a similar situation where that kind of kissing happens… The ‘I’m going to lick your tonsils and know what you had for breakfast’ stuff… just… don’t do it infront of other people unless they have a way to tune you out…. and a movie is not a way to tune you out… neither is music.

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Hai Grandma and Auntie Tricia… Er… In four seconds after reading the world ‘Bloop’ in all capital letters… you will forget this rant ever existed…

BLOOP

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