Why Me? August 14, 2008

I work in a deli.
I have a uniform. It declares that I must wear black or tan pants with a white collared shirt. I like this.. that means I only needed to buy shirts when I got my job. And because they were white I need to wear a black tanktop under them. Because white bras didn’t make sense to own before. I never wore white and they’d show through my really thin old black (grey) shirts. So I just assumed wear a black tanktop underneath.

It is warm out.
I walk to work. It’s not a bad walk. it’s shaded for a good portion of it. it’s flat land mostly. But it IS summer. therefore wearing two shirts is a liiittle warm. So I tend to walk in my tanktop and my work pants.

This is how it looks.

I think it’s decent. I’m covered. It’s modest… it’s something I wear for wooork. I’m not prancing about in a little black cocktail dress and heels or applebottom jeans.

I walk on a main road.
To get there I have to go past the rotary in my town. It’s a pretty busy road. There are alot of cars. there’s a highway offramp there and all. I walk on the sidewalk and lots of cars pass me.. sometimes people I know are driving by and they offer me a ride. That’s always nice.

Some fools in their cars think it is FUNNY.
To drive past me and scream out their windows. or to honk at me and make lewd hand gestures.
It doesn’t happen everyday.. its happening less now that people are headed back to schools. so I’m going to assume it was mostly college kids or something. But why? WHYYY? do you need to drive past someone and screeeam out your window. I can’t understand what you’re saying, you’re driving too fast.

And you scare the bejeebus out of me when you honk at me. I can hear that through my headphones. and its alarming to suddenly hear HONKHONK!! in the middle of something that should be my soothing music. It’s even scarey when I hear it through my loud growly music.

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This leaves me wondering. Why me? What did I do to you? I’m not dressed to be catcalled. I’m not shaking my butt down the road. I’m just attempting to not dehydrate.. again XD

College? April 1, 2008

Posting from school again.. surprise surprise :P

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So.. Anybody got any thoughts on college? I’m definatly leaning towards not going. Now. Before you bite my head off. I’m choosing this because I’m starting to see that me going to college is lookign more and more like it will be a colossal waste of time AND money.

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I know… I moved in with the craziest woman alive just to have financial aide for college. But, it’s getting closer and closer and people keep asking me what I’m going to do and I’ve filled out a few applications. And the hardest thing about these applications. Is the questions like ‘pick your major’ and then the little essay-ish spot where you tell WHY you chose this major.

I have no real passion or desire to go to school.. It’s just one of those things I’ve always assumed I HAD to do.

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Do I really?

I’m beginning to believe I don’t.

I think maybe, I have just enough talent and just enough luck to make it without having to sit in classrooms full of people for four more years of my life.

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I also think I wanna spend a summer singing on a cruies boat or something… Wouldn’t that be fun? I think so.

I can keep a regular lame-o job and keep up funds. Get my butt to all the nearby conventions and flea markets and sell sketches. Some already made and just framed. And some on commission. I’ll draw people.

Want me to draw you? I’ll do it free for now over the net. As long as you let me use your picture as a reference and a model display thingy at my cons. ^_^

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yup… college is looking like a no go thing.

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Oh boy will the yelling be fun v.v;

A Warm Fuzzy Feeling March 16, 2008

I feel so very normal right now.

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It’s amazing! I’m not being sarcastic either. XD

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you see… I’m 18.. I’m thinking about colleges… I have a liscense… I’m ridiculously giddy about an upcomming event.. I’m going to my Senior Dinner Dance.. I even have a date to it. I’m socializing quite well with people I’m just meeting. I’ve actually made new friends without the help of anybody else in one of my classes. I’m not failing anything. I even have a boyfriend to complete the totally normal picture.

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Though the thing that tops it all off, this normal thing.

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My mom doesn’t like my boyfriend. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Is it bad that I find this to be a comforting thought? Maybe not COMFORTING… but like.. a small little thread to keep me from being totally odd.. Because really. I’m pretty far from normal. even when I dress the part XD

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Though I like him for other reasons of course… that one is sticking out right now. Point of tension in recent days kind of thing.

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I’ll probably post an update or two before the Con. but from Thursday to Sunday next week. I’ll be off in the land of awesome!

Lint Licker and Updates February 13, 2008

Okay so… I’ve found my calling for coloring my sketches… Crayola Crayons.

they’re much cooler than I thought they were..

Teeni as a Mermaid

Nighttime Faerie

Badass Babeh

Loving with the Light of the Moon

Also… I love this Orbit commercial… The phrase lint licker just makes me giddy beyond belief

Adventures in RI September 7, 2007

Sohhh… Ami and I drove down at 11pm Wednesday night to her aunts house in Warwick, RI near the New England Tech school. We had no radio so we’d be those two teenagers driving down 295 singing POTO, Les Miserables, Queen, and a few Christmas carols we learned in Chorus last year. Go us ^.^

Now… we got to the stat of RI with no problem… but ONCE we got there… we were nothing but trouble. First we missed our exit. and drove STRAIGHT into the airport parkinglot by accident. Got lost getting out of there. Found ourselves infront of a Khols and Toys R Us parking lot. At 12 30am. So we call her Cousin and she starts giving us step by step instructions on exactly how to get to the main road. Ami insists she knows the way from there. So we drive along turn down some road. Drive up and down it looking for the house. It’s not there. So we call the house back, her aunt must hate us at this point, turns out we’re one street over. So we get on the Right street. get to the Right house. go inside and sit at the kitchen table laughing and eating nachos with her cousins until 3am or so.

We get up around noon the thursday. Get dressed. Ami makes some strange egg toasty breakfasty kinda thing. It’s yummeh. We get showered get dressed and head out. We arriiiive at the School at like. 2pm. Hang around the Administrative Office til they’re ready to talk to us and bring us around. The Admin guy is cool and turns out almost everything they could give us we can get online so we don’t need to carry anything about with us.

The campus is cool. kinda big. theres a waterfountain in the front Lobby XD. We sat in on a lecture about something. Seemed very much just like… normal school. Boring… eh. they kinda left us at the lecture and that was pretty much the end of the toury thing. So we ended up just waiting for it to be done and making faces at some of the people there who were paying about as much attention as we were.

I know I made that seem really short.. but there really was much to tell… i mean. we saw a whole bunch of classrooms and stuff and things but other than the waterfountain it was… a building.

As we head out to leave the campus. The muffler on Amis car falls. Off. We just sat there ans stared at eachother. It made it all the way down to RI… and dies in the school parkinglot.

We’re lucky fools though. We’re about to call her aunt and AAA. Buuuut. The guys we were making fun of in the lecture Were leaving too. and stuck behind us. and lived close by. sooo.. we just got the car from the school to their house. It was dinnertime… we were hungry. So Ami stayed with her car and I ended up walking to Wendys with Tony, who’s… really tall.. like really. We got a whole ton of food and came back with it. Turns out Ami needs a new clamp and Autozones gonna take a few hours to get it.

Eat dinner, play videogames, sketch stuff, and get the clamp and a hanger to hold it on with. But by now it’s getting dark and They’re not sure if they can do it in the dark. So Dan’s working on the car and Ami, Tony, and I are sitting around the car with flashlights trying to make him see.

We completly give up at 11 because I Need to get home. So, everyone Piles into Tonys car, Ami gives him gas money, and they drive me home by Midnight ish. After they dropped me off they turned around and headed right back to their house to fix Amis car today. And i’ll be calling her afterschool to find out if she’s alright… XD

Adventures… adventues galore when I go places

Me? College? What? September 6, 2007

Welps… I guess I’m gaining a brain or something… I think it was the phallic drawings on the senior stairs at my school shocking me into growing up… but whatever brought it on.

I’m heading out tonight with my friend Ami to go crash at her aunts and check out the campus at the New England Technical Institute in Rhode Island.

She called me and asked me to go with her this afternoon. And I don’t thinBobbert was going to let me go. But I’m thinking our purple-haired librarian stepped in a spoke in my favor… ^.^

Yes I’ll send picture to you auntie for the TnT Times.. >)))

Moar cheezburger? June 19, 2007

ANOTHER MATCH!

Damon:

Hopefully that’ll resize down… maybe… o.o;

and lolcat

GAHAHAHAHA!!!!