A Warm Fuzzy Feeling March 16, 2008

I feel so very normal right now.

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It’s amazing! I’m not being sarcastic either. XD

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you see… I’m 18.. I’m thinking about colleges… I have a liscense… I’m ridiculously giddy about an upcomming event.. I’m going to my Senior Dinner Dance.. I even have a date to it. I’m socializing quite well with people I’m just meeting. I’ve actually made new friends without the help of anybody else in one of my classes. I’m not failing anything. I even have a boyfriend to complete the totally normal picture.

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Though the thing that tops it all off, this normal thing.

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My mom doesn’t like my boyfriend. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Is it bad that I find this to be a comforting thought? Maybe not COMFORTING… but like.. a small little thread to keep me from being totally odd.. Because really. I’m pretty far from normal. even when I dress the part XD

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Though I like him for other reasons of course… that one is sticking out right now. Point of tension in recent days kind of thing.

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I’ll probably post an update or two before the Con. but from Thursday to Sunday next week. I’ll be off in the land of awesome!

My first… outing…date? February 27, 2008

I made it 18 years without one… how magical. XD

Mkay… so as I was babbling about the other day. I went out to Worcester with my boyfriendy boy, I think… I’ll just call him Scabbers on here… Yes… like the rat in Harry Potter? Sounds good.

Pool and Kareoke in Worcester at a place called Londons. There’s alchohol served there so I had to have some form of I.D. for my 18ness to get in I guess… Nobody drank but still..

I sang… yup… infront of people that I could see.. :: shudder :: It wasn’t too bad though… He sang a buncha times… crazy boy. (He’s also jumped out of an airplane, you see? crazy.)

Right as he was going up to sing the first time one of the crazy people there (I pretty much loved everyone I met XD) Changed a gold coin into a quarter, While it was in my hand! It was so cool!

Welps. I had to be home for Midnight (He already made the Cinderella jokes) So we left at 11 15 and headed back.

we got home on time, Yay! XD
Everyone was still up and being silly (It was Saturday) So mom let Scabbers stay and hang out and play games with us until 2am. Haha. Very fun playing Apples To Apples with my mom brother Nicki and Scabbers… we make BAD jokes.

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So… my first time doing this outing thing… very fun and very memorable. I’m deffinatly willing to try it again hahaha… and I don’t think he’ll mind toooo much. XD

Not Qualified For This! January 23, 2008

New Term… new schedual.. new doom.

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Right now I have a foods class in my schedual. It’s not that bad I’m sure. I have decent cooking skills and all. I’m not a picky eater. So I’m trying tot alk myself into enjoying the class a bit and I walk into the room. Who ARE these people?! Not a single face I recognize.

I don’t mean no friends. I mean I’ve never seen any of these kids before. And I’m good with faces. I may not have a name for you. But I’ll remember seeing you in a class or a hallway or a friend of a friend kind of thing. where have they been hiding?! Who are they working for? and why don’t I recognize them?

It makes me very nervous. I have social issues or something. Outside of a convention I’m terrible at talking to people. Even AT a con. I don’t approach people. The only difference there is when they say hello or try to hug me, I don’t Feel the need to ask ‘what do you want with me’ and/or deck them.

So I’m put in a class with nobody I even recognize. Then put in a group. three other people I have to… socialize with… or soemthing… work with. But i don’t know them. And they’re my age…sorta. I don’t know how to talk to them. I mean… I’m kinda awkward with adults, and I’m totally fine with little kids. They like me. People my age though? Forget it, I dunno how to deal.

I don’t think I can stay in a class where I have to work this closely with classmates I don’t know. So… I’m signed up for a schedual change. :)

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On the up side. I drewa pretty decent real-life-esq sketch from a picture of my friend Matt.

School Snow Nicknames and MOAR December 8, 2007

So… I finished* my DPHS site. I worked most of the kinks out (unless you’re looking at it on an uber laptop screen). And my DC teacher left me a message on the courseware asking if I’d like to make designs for all the other schools in the district. :: dances :: I feel so cool! XDD

*By finished I obviously mean it has all the pages but two of them have nothing on them because freewebs won’t let me. ^.^

It SNOWEEEDDDD not on my birthday… but the day afteer! that’s good enough for me! I had a small birthday party with friends and family at my mothers house yesterday. it was fun… we made sketti and sauce.. and had cake and ice cream.. and my friends actually hauled themselves out to my moms town in the snow for meee XD.

The boy had to leave early though because his little sibling had to go to bed by nine. Ah well. And now i have said little siblings socks in my backpack to give the boy next time i see him… cause the little one left them in Connors room. XD Go little kids haha.

Also… I guess my name is kinda strange eh? Welps. I got my nickname when I was in 6th grade and it’s followed me through school and a move to a new town. :: grins :: even the boy calls me it half the time. Alrighty. In 6th grade I had a friend named Rin. Well… I can’t remember her regular name now. I called her Rin. And I was WAYYY in to anime. Like REALLY. I’m nowhere near as bad now. Anywahhhy. She decided I should have a japanese nickname one day. At the time I was madly obsessed with Inuyasha. So I wanted the word Inu in my name. Inu means dog. And since I was always pretty short amongst my friends then. So she put Ki in the front of it. Telling me it meant cute. gahaha… not.

But ya know… 12 year olds and other languages aren’t always reliable. It really Means Energy. My nickname is really a strange mixture of the two words Ki and Inu. KiInu.. but nobody who reads it can ever pronounce it as two words for some reason. and over the years it’s just become Kiinu. And nost people just pronounce it Kee-noo now… heck even I do. but back then it started at Key-In-Oo.. threee syllables XD

It’s mutated into Kiinu over the years and I’m alright ith that XD So now you all know. KiinuNoBaka really just means Stupid Kiinu or… Kiinu has lots of Stupid. directly… XD

Annd… moar? hmm.. I have a pet bunny and Rat now… we’re just adding to our strange mixture of animals… the house is becomming noahs ark almost… Just gotta convince mom to let me have a bat… BUAHAHAHAHA it’ll never happen

Eye doctors August 27, 2007

So we went to the eye doctor… had to call my friend Nicki for a ride… cause bobberts car is deeaaadddd…

Buut…

I got my eyes dialated… and only one of my eyeballs reacted to it… XD so I look lopsided kinda… Bobbert called me demented