David Prouty and Big Y May 26, 2008

David Prouty. My Highschool. In this tiny town in the middle of nowhere… my graduating class is like.. 120something students.. Which is decently sized I guess actually.. Maybe.
Anyway

This post is to mention

That Tomorrow

Tuesday May 27, 2008

I, Kiinu No Baka

WILL BE DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!!

AHAHAHAHA!!! YESSSS!!! LIFE IS GOOOOOOOOD! XD

I can’t wait. I have my accoutning final tomorrow and I’m exempt from my Marketing Ed. final (All Ihad left were business classes) So I’m DONE and OUT tomorrow! Dance with me! I NEVER have to go back there again! Except for Class Day where I’ll get my yearbook… but still! That’ll take like… a half hour at most :)

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As For Big Y. That is my place of employment. I workj at the Deli.. I play with a big slicer and they gave me my own box cutter, and it’s GREEN!

Honeslty I thought I was going to haaate my job.. I thought I was going to despise going there all the time. Then again… prior to turning 18 I’d onmly be able to for front end or something. I am SO not good with small talk, or strangers. I am so shy it’s almost a physical need to run away sometimes.

But the deli is okay.. I’m behind a very large counter and people usually go there first (cause it’s right next to the entrance) so they’re still all joyful and such. Not stressed yet. The moms get all happy with you when you offer their kids cheese and talk to them while you’;re doing stuff, and I can do that. I’m WAY better at talking to kids. Mostly because they like to talk about EVERYTHING. so it’s easy.

And the people I work with are funny. My manager sings while he works and the assistant manager is actually kinda scarey and REALLY anal-retentive. But, most of the time I’m comming in at the end of both of their shifts so I don’t see them too much. I think they want me warking on closing shifts, which is totally fine with me. There aren’t a billion customers and I can just clean up the windows, wrap up stuff and talk to the two other ladies who work closing. They’re deffinatly more laid-back and the night manager of the store is much more laid back too.. she hangs around and talks to the other two deli ladies.

But some of the customers are funny. I had this older guy come in and ask for a sample taste of like six different salads. then he bought the one he didn’t taste. I mean it must have been one he always buys or something. But it was still funny.

And this one woman who asked for a piece of cheese even though she hald like three kida with her. I thought maybe only one of them could eat cheese so I gave her the one slice, and she started folding it to plit it between two of them. so I gave her a second one and her daughter got all happy and bounced about eating it and asking questions. It was very amusing and really cute. :)

Anywhooo! I’m done rambling like a loon.. Bye for now!

A Warm Fuzzy Feeling March 16, 2008

I feel so very normal right now.

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It’s amazing! I’m not being sarcastic either. XD

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you see… I’m 18.. I’m thinking about colleges… I have a liscense… I’m ridiculously giddy about an upcomming event.. I’m going to my Senior Dinner Dance.. I even have a date to it. I’m socializing quite well with people I’m just meeting. I’ve actually made new friends without the help of anybody else in one of my classes. I’m not failing anything. I even have a boyfriend to complete the totally normal picture.

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Though the thing that tops it all off, this normal thing.

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My mom doesn’t like my boyfriend. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Is it bad that I find this to be a comforting thought? Maybe not COMFORTING… but like.. a small little thread to keep me from being totally odd.. Because really. I’m pretty far from normal. even when I dress the part XD

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Though I like him for other reasons of course… that one is sticking out right now. Point of tension in recent days kind of thing.

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I’ll probably post an update or two before the Con. but from Thursday to Sunday next week. I’ll be off in the land of awesome!

Dude… February 23, 2008

School vacation and I guess I kinda went on Mind vacation too.. XDD

Hrm… in the last… week… I’ve managed to.. not do much…

I finished my auntie banner… later than I thought I would… we didn’t have the resizing software I thought we did since my tall brother fried the other computer… I forgot about that until I needed it ^^ oops… But now I know where tofind it and stuff.. hehe..

I mailed a friend a gift that I bought them for Christmas… not the one that just passed but the Christmas BEFORE that.. o.o;; Yeah I’m good..

I got a prezzie from red!! And it’s very pretty! I’ll have to take a picture and put it up here after ^__^ I like it muchly so and thank you to her for it. And it fits! Which… rarely happens… most bracelets fall off my hand XD so yay on that account also!

I got a boyfriendy thing who I wasn’t friends with first… and it seems to be holding up better than the other.. Cody and I still get along vereh well… cause well… we’re friends XD Apparently nothing more but that’s all cooleh.

I waited to mention this… waited for the Bobbert and the mom to meet him… waited to see if it was just not going to work.. Just being cautious… I love how I proclaim myself mostly always single then… yeah… irony I tell you.. I had pretty much no crushes or anything all through middleschool and almost all of highschool… and now this insanity… not complaining… just amused… it’s totally ruining my streed cred., yo.. or not.. XD

ALSO.. Got my ACT scores online last night… My overall composite score is a 22… er.. in SAT language that’s somewhere around a 1030 I think… if I remember right.. ^_^ I scored kinda average on all the broken down subscores… so I’m going to assume that the 22 is pretty much the average.

and if it’s not… don’t tell me.. XDDD

AND I’m making Beef stew today… hopefully it’ll be done before I go out… otherwise mummy has to take over… and I can’t make him taste it… It should be done… I’m going out tonight… doesn’t that sound funny comming from me? Going out tonight… Gahahha… Kaeroke and Pool in worcester… mreow.. lots of people at places like that… but.. I dunno… maybe they’re all nuts… who knows… crazy people make me happy XD

okay I’m done rambling… guess I had more to say than I thought… BAI~~

School Snow Nicknames and MOAR December 8, 2007

So… I finished* my DPHS site. I worked most of the kinks out (unless you’re looking at it on an uber laptop screen). And my DC teacher left me a message on the courseware asking if I’d like to make designs for all the other schools in the district. :: dances :: I feel so cool! XDD

*By finished I obviously mean it has all the pages but two of them have nothing on them because freewebs won’t let me. ^.^

It SNOWEEEDDDD not on my birthday… but the day afteer! that’s good enough for me! I had a small birthday party with friends and family at my mothers house yesterday. it was fun… we made sketti and sauce.. and had cake and ice cream.. and my friends actually hauled themselves out to my moms town in the snow for meee XD.

The boy had to leave early though because his little sibling had to go to bed by nine. Ah well. And now i have said little siblings socks in my backpack to give the boy next time i see him… cause the little one left them in Connors room. XD Go little kids haha.

Also… I guess my name is kinda strange eh? Welps. I got my nickname when I was in 6th grade and it’s followed me through school and a move to a new town. :: grins :: even the boy calls me it half the time. Alrighty. In 6th grade I had a friend named Rin. Well… I can’t remember her regular name now. I called her Rin. And I was WAYYY in to anime. Like REALLY. I’m nowhere near as bad now. Anywahhhy. She decided I should have a japanese nickname one day. At the time I was madly obsessed with Inuyasha. So I wanted the word Inu in my name. Inu means dog. And since I was always pretty short amongst my friends then. So she put Ki in the front of it. Telling me it meant cute. gahaha… not.

But ya know… 12 year olds and other languages aren’t always reliable. It really Means Energy. My nickname is really a strange mixture of the two words Ki and Inu. KiInu.. but nobody who reads it can ever pronounce it as two words for some reason. and over the years it’s just become Kiinu. And nost people just pronounce it Kee-noo now… heck even I do. but back then it started at Key-In-Oo.. threee syllables XD

It’s mutated into Kiinu over the years and I’m alright ith that XD So now you all know. KiinuNoBaka really just means Stupid Kiinu or… Kiinu has lots of Stupid. directly… XD

Annd… moar? hmm.. I have a pet bunny and Rat now… we’re just adding to our strange mixture of animals… the house is becomming noahs ark almost… Just gotta convince mom to let me have a bat… BUAHAHAHAHA it’ll never happen

Why does it Matter? December 3, 2007

Alright… I’ve got a bone to pick with the world.

Why do your clothes matter?

Will your personality change if you’re wearing something else? I know I know ‘My Clothes express who I am”

Yeah… are you that inable to express yourself with something else. And I have to say. I know it’s mostly people who dress like me who claim to be the most ‘opne-minded’ and ‘full of artistic expression’ via their clothing.

I’ll tell you right now… My friends wear all sorts of different kinds of clothes. they’ve adapted to seeing me in my raggedly torn up black boys pants and boots. Yeah… that’s what i wear all the time. So what? My pants are comfortable and nobody has ever really had a problem with them so far. I dress nicer for my family gatherings and other more appropriate times.

I have a whole nother bit of clothing for going places where I just want to blend in. College tour, job interview, ect. I don’t wear my huge belted metal boots… in wear some sneakers and jeans.

Really… my clothing does not express who I am. Last time i checked. I am neither a boy… or from the 1800’s if you look at my skirts.

Also, The boy… Knows I have this other set of clothing… because I’ll wear it when I’m out of my typical wear and he’s ended up driving me to half of my blend in places. He asked, very nicely and in the least offensive way i might add, that when we get around to the spending time around his mother and small sibling. If I wouldn’t mind wearing the jeans and sneakers in place of the spiked pants and belted boots.

Apparently… I was supposed to be VERY offended by this. funny thing is… I’m not. If my borthers and sisters were as young as his, seven, I doubt my mother would like me wearing these clothes, or… would like me bringing people who wore these clothes into the house.

I see kids dressed like me wandering in the street and I’m a little nervous. Most of the kids who wear the clothes I do aren’t all that great. My friends are nice, i’m nice. But there are just as many kids wearing the black clothes that do bad things. Just like there are good people who wear gangster clothing and bad people who wear gangster clothing.

In conclusion. There are SO many worse things in this world. What if someone’s family wasn’t fond of your heritage? or your Skin color? Or a personality trait? the way you spoke? your gender? Or something that made you, You?

Wearing a pair of jeans isn’t going to kill you, putting away your spikes and skulls won’t kill you. Especially when it’s for a good reason like a mother not wanting an influence put on her seven year old. This world is made of compromise. You have your style and you have your sense of self. And you can bend your sense of style without hurting your sense of self.

If nobody ever bent a little to make things work… everyone would be alone. I’m not saying compromise your morals… or change your whole wardrobe. I’m saying you can wear some jeans for two hours every once in awhile without losing your personality.

Teases and Users– A Rant November 19, 2007

I thought I had the good group of friends… I thought I was really good at picking out the sincere friends. I was pretty sure all of them were honest. I’m not saying with everybody… but with me and the group. We’re not always the most honest with everybody else. But with eachother… I thought we had all the virus protection against liars and whores.

I’ve been proven wrong.

Friend walks up to Meggie and Jake

Friend: Hey.. (insert name here) is comming back from suspension tomorrow… wear a skirt with me.

Jake: you see friend THAT is why boys always get so frustrated and pissed at you!

Friend: huh? wha–

Meggie: Because you dress like a whore when you’re at school with them and when you’re alone with them you go all holy virgin body on them! Gawd! and no, I won’t wear a skirt tomorrow it’s WINTER.

Needless to say… Friends wears the skirt. There you have a tease… and a terrible mean thing to do in my opinion. I think of females who dress with the short skirts and then a pair of BOOTS? that’s screams I’m easy. Sorry to anybody that offends… but a short denim skirt and a pair of knee high boots? Not appropriate if you’re going to be playing the Holy mother mary later.

I am NOT bashing keeping oneself pure and all things. I’m bashing False Advertising. femininsts who wear lowcut shirts then tear a guy a new one when he stares. Bother me. Alot… put them away if you don’t want them looked at. I NEVER have this males-only-look-at-my-chest problem. Never ever. Wanna know the secret to not being treated like a ‘piece of meat’? WEAR SOME CLOTHES!

If A decently attractive male was walking about wearing some awesome chest and stomach showing off shirt. you’d look. You would. you know you would. you won’t get in trouble for it… because his nipples are apparently much less sacred than your own. You want equality? there you have it. You’re nipples are only as secret as a guys! And we see guys man-boobs all the time! Still want you stinking equality?

Sorry… offtopic a bit

the second… user… No I don’t mean guys… guys have very little to do with this one actually. Friend wants to hang out with her boy past her curfew because he ran late in meeting her. I’m okay with this. I see how this makes sense. I would feel the same way if I was her. My method of doing so… would be VERY different though. I would not manipulate three different friends to do it. I would call one friend and say “Hey… can I crash at your house after I’m done hanging out with the boy?” they would understand and say yes, parent allowing. and that’s how it goes.

This is the magic of the truth. it is simpler.

This is what Friend did. She got My sister to invite Friend 2 to sleep over. then called her own father… asked him if SHE could sleep here too. Her father says yes. Friend then approaches me and says that Bridgy invited Friend 2 to stay the night and claims she misses hanging out with me since I moved. I say fine and ask Bobbert… he says yes after laying down the ‘be quiet’ rules.

Friend leaves to get her stuff from Friend 2’s house and comes back. Talks to the rest of my family then leaves again. And doesn’t come back until 12 40 at night. Walks into my room and goes to sleep.

I would be totally okay with this is she had told me that she wanted to crash at my house after. because I would have asked bobbert ot let her crash in my room later.

Because if I’d said that. dad would not have been so very confused by how i ‘didn’t spend any time with my friend and she must feel rejected’

when in reality it is the other way around. Well… I don’t feel rejected.. just annoyed that she isn’t telling the stinking truth.

Hello, where is your brain? November 17, 2007

Mkay. I do not have a boyfriend. I don’t have a guy friend I casually kiss either. I do not have a female friend for either of those things either to keep your mind from going there.

I AM okay with this. if I had one that’d be cool. I’m not looking for one. or going out of my way to attract one. I’m not avoiding relationships I just don’t care.

Now you’re thinking ‘If she doesn’t care so much why is she posting about it, she’s obviously in denial.’ No that isn’t the point of this… the point of this is that my friends have no brains. Okay… that’s unfair… one of my friends has no brain. She hives a terrible name to blonds (or blondes) everywhere. (thank gosh I dyed mine brown).

Today. She calls me.

Her Hey, wanna come over and hang out with Me and Meggie tonight?

Me Yeah sure I guess… When and where and all such buisness?

Her At Meggies tonight. Me, her, Barrows and Jake are going to watch movies in the basement cause her moms out and Hayley can’t be alone at night.

Me …I think I’ll pass… you guys have fun… I’mma just catch up on all the internetting I’m missing while my computers being set up…

Her Aww come on! Whyyyy? Come hang out with us…

Me Nicki… I really don’t want to

Her Why?!

Me Uhm… because as much as I love all of you… do you know how gross kissing sounds when you’re not involved?

Her Why would anybody know that?

Me because their friends do not have enough sense to keep their get togethers of couples… with just couples…

Her …oh…

I should not have to explain this! I do not care that I am single… dating in highschool is quite pointless. HOWEVER, the sounds of other people sucking face while I’m trying to watch a movie… is like when other people are eating around you and you’re not… and they’re eating something like… chewy… you know… when a little kid stuffs their mouth almost too much… and they can still chew… but it makes that gross sound that makes you gag a little? Yeah… it’s like that.

Moral of the story. If you and your boyfriend… are hanging out with a friend and her boyfriend… do NOT invite other people along unless they have a person to bring also. YOU may not feel weird cuddling with your other and being mushy infront of them… but they will feel damn awkward… and a little sick if you wanna start suckingface. I don’t mean kissing… like… people are happy… they hug and kiss… but I mean sucking face… like people do when they watch movies… or are in a similar situation where that kind of kissing happens… The ‘I’m going to lick your tonsils and know what you had for breakfast’ stuff… just… don’t do it infront of other people unless they have a way to tune you out…. and a movie is not a way to tune you out… neither is music.

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Hai Grandma and Auntie Tricia… Er… In four seconds after reading the world ‘Bloop’ in all capital letters… you will forget this rant ever existed…

BLOOP

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Me? College? What? September 6, 2007

Welps… I guess I’m gaining a brain or something… I think it was the phallic drawings on the senior stairs at my school shocking me into growing up… but whatever brought it on.

I’m heading out tonight with my friend Ami to go crash at her aunts and check out the campus at the New England Technical Institute in Rhode Island.

She called me and asked me to go with her this afternoon. And I don’t thinBobbert was going to let me go. But I’m thinking our purple-haired librarian stepped in a spoke in my favor… ^.^

Yes I’ll send picture to you auntie for the TnT Times.. >)))

Kiinu is an Experiment! August 29, 2007

Today was my first day of school. My senior year. w00t! I get a ride this year that isn’t the bus… yey!

MY homeroom was changed… which was weird… but I got moved to the library.. Because of the Digital Communicats class I took. As it turns out. That class is an experiment about intergrating online courses into highschools.

The point of the whole thing is to prove that we as students CAN learn off eachother witout a teacher leaning down our throats. That the web can be used to help us learn better. So over the course of this year 22 sudents will be enrolled in this course online without a teacher watching them.

We’re allowed to learn whatever we please, however we please. Just because it’s the first try. They’ve basically given us our own server with blogging capabilities and a forum. Our job is to learn how to best use our server. The best way to post blogs and the best way to post in the forums. How to post pictures there. And eventually, how to post up podcasts and videos onto it.

Our ‘assignments’ are to keep a blog and a personal word document journal about how we figured each thing out. even if we just learned it off of one of the other students who possted earlier in the day. we just copy their instructions and cite them with their username.

So we’re hopefully proving that students can learn off eachother without having to be in the same place at the same time with a teacher preaching to them and making them take notes. That we don’tNEED to be at school to learn. That the internet can be used for good. And that in a few years we can hopefully learregular courses on the site. But for now it’s just for our technology classes… and only a select few of them too.

But If I get an A or a B my name get’s put on one of those plaques on the wall that nobody ever reads… though it’ll still be cool to be on one. XD

Moar cheezburger? June 19, 2007

ANOTHER MATCH!

Damon:

Hopefully that’ll resize down… maybe… o.o;

and lolcat

GAHAHAHAHA!!!!