I my accounting class. We have a sub. Whee!
I drew a pretty picture (not) And now I’m using the computer at my desk to write a post and goof off in various ways.
I went to the park with Scabbers and swang on a swingset last night… I thought about how I hadn’t done that in SO LONG. I’m not old enough to be saying that yet.. So.. go swing… don’t get old.
I don’t thinkI’ll ever get old. ^.^
Posting from school again.. surprise surprise :P
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So.. Anybody got any thoughts on college? I’m definatly leaning towards not going. Now. Before you bite my head off. I’m choosing this because I’m starting to see that me going to college is lookign more and more like it will be a colossal waste of time AND money.
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I know… I moved in with the craziest woman alive just to have financial aide for college. But, it’s getting closer and closer and people keep asking me what I’m going to do and I’ve filled out a few applications. And the hardest thing about these applications. Is the questions like ‘pick your major’ and then the little essay-ish spot where you tell WHY you chose this major.
I have no real passion or desire to go to school.. It’s just one of those things I’ve always assumed I HAD to do.
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Do I really?
I’m beginning to believe I don’t.
I think maybe, I have just enough talent and just enough luck to make it without having to sit in classrooms full of people for four more years of my life.
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I also think I wanna spend a summer singing on a cruies boat or something… Wouldn’t that be fun? I think so.
I can keep a regular lame-o job and keep up funds. Get my butt to all the nearby conventions and flea markets and sell sketches. Some already made and just framed. And some on commission. I’ll draw people.
Want me to draw you? I’ll do it free for now over the net. As long as you let me use your picture as a reference and a model display thingy at my cons. ^_^
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yup… college is looking like a no go thing.
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Oh boy will the yelling be fun v.v;
I feel so very normal right now.
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It’s amazing! I’m not being sarcastic either. XD
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you see… I’m 18.. I’m thinking about colleges… I have a liscense… I’m ridiculously giddy about an upcomming event.. I’m going to my Senior Dinner Dance.. I even have a date to it. I’m socializing quite well with people I’m just meeting. I’ve actually made new friends without the help of anybody else in one of my classes. I’m not failing anything. I even have a boyfriend to complete the totally normal picture.
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Though the thing that tops it all off, this normal thing.
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My mom doesn’t like my boyfriend. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Is it bad that I find this to be a comforting thought? Maybe not COMFORTING… but like.. a small little thread to keep me from being totally odd.. Because really. I’m pretty far from normal. even when I dress the part XD
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Though I like him for other reasons of course… that one is sticking out right now. Point of tension in recent days kind of thing.
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I’ll probably post an update or two before the Con. but from Thursday to Sunday next week. I’ll be off in the land of awesome!
I’ve got loot!
I also got to play santa at my grandmothers… XD Mai littlest cousins are adorable though the girl found my shirt and pants to be REALLY amusing…I’m not sure why yet but I think she may just be crazeh..^^
then krisamus wiff the Bobbert
Then krisamus wiff teh mommeh.
Lot’s of loot dude!
T-shirt – ‘Drinking, Plundering, Wenching, Flogging… Oh, a Pirates life for me.’
Webcam
Drawing tablet
Corsets
Sketching stuff
Batteries
Frog candle
Some pretty red shirts
some dragon t-shirts
Pants
Combination b-day/christmas present from bobbert and jen: an Ipod nano. ^.^ Now I won’t have to steal my dads anymore!
As a family gift from Bobbert and Jen to all the Children. We got a Wii. XD it’s very pretty
So you see… loot!
Also… Having a hard time with all the christmas papers boxes and bags?
BURN THEM! They make a great fire for Cooked and smoked marshmellows. you may not think so… but marshmellows do taste better when they’ve been exposed to a smokey fire. ^^
Mmm… this is a fairly accurate account of my sporadic music tastes… This doesn’t have my obnoxiously love of christmas music… but that can be saved for… me… XD
I just felt like sharing… ^_^
Alright… I’ve got a bone to pick with the world.
Why do your clothes matter?
Will your personality change if you’re wearing something else? I know I know ‘My Clothes express who I am”
Yeah… are you that inable to express yourself with something else. And I have to say. I know it’s mostly people who dress like me who claim to be the most ‘opne-minded’ and ‘full of artistic expression’ via their clothing.
I’ll tell you right now… My friends wear all sorts of different kinds of clothes. they’ve adapted to seeing me in my raggedly torn up black boys pants and boots. Yeah… that’s what i wear all the time. So what? My pants are comfortable and nobody has ever really had a problem with them so far. I dress nicer for my family gatherings and other more appropriate times.
I have a whole nother bit of clothing for going places where I just want to blend in. College tour, job interview, ect. I don’t wear my huge belted metal boots… in wear some sneakers and jeans.
Really… my clothing does not express who I am. Last time i checked. I am neither a boy… or from the 1800’s if you look at my skirts.
Also, The boy… Knows I have this other set of clothing… because I’ll wear it when I’m out of my typical wear and he’s ended up driving me to half of my blend in places. He asked, very nicely and in the least offensive way i might add, that when we get around to the spending time around his mother and small sibling. If I wouldn’t mind wearing the jeans and sneakers in place of the spiked pants and belted boots.
Apparently… I was supposed to be VERY offended by this. funny thing is… I’m not. If my borthers and sisters were as young as his, seven, I doubt my mother would like me wearing these clothes, or… would like me bringing people who wore these clothes into the house.
I see kids dressed like me wandering in the street and I’m a little nervous. Most of the kids who wear the clothes I do aren’t all that great. My friends are nice, i’m nice. But there are just as many kids wearing the black clothes that do bad things. Just like there are good people who wear gangster clothing and bad people who wear gangster clothing.
In conclusion. There are SO many worse things in this world. What if someone’s family wasn’t fond of your heritage? or your Skin color? Or a personality trait? the way you spoke? your gender? Or something that made you, You?
Wearing a pair of jeans isn’t going to kill you, putting away your spikes and skulls won’t kill you. Especially when it’s for a good reason like a mother not wanting an influence put on her seven year old. This world is made of compromise. You have your style and you have your sense of self. And you can bend your sense of style without hurting your sense of self.
If nobody ever bent a little to make things work… everyone would be alone. I’m not saying compromise your morals… or change your whole wardrobe. I’m saying you can wear some jeans for two hours every once in awhile without losing your personality.
I thought I had the good group of friends… I thought I was really good at picking out the sincere friends. I was pretty sure all of them were honest. I’m not saying with everybody… but with me and the group. We’re not always the most honest with everybody else. But with eachother… I thought we had all the virus protection against liars and whores.
I’ve been proven wrong.
Friend walks up to Meggie and Jake
Friend: Hey.. (insert name here) is comming back from suspension tomorrow… wear a skirt with me.
Jake: you see friend THAT is why boys always get so frustrated and pissed at you!
Friend: huh? wha–
Meggie: Because you dress like a whore when you’re at school with them and when you’re alone with them you go all holy virgin body on them! Gawd! and no, I won’t wear a skirt tomorrow it’s WINTER.
Needless to say… Friends wears the skirt. There you have a tease… and a terrible mean thing to do in my opinion. I think of females who dress with the short skirts and then a pair of BOOTS? that’s screams I’m easy. Sorry to anybody that offends… but a short denim skirt and a pair of knee high boots? Not appropriate if you’re going to be playing the Holy mother mary later.
I am NOT bashing keeping oneself pure and all things. I’m bashing False Advertising. femininsts who wear lowcut shirts then tear a guy a new one when he stares. Bother me. Alot… put them away if you don’t want them looked at. I NEVER have this males-only-look-at-my-chest problem. Never ever. Wanna know the secret to not being treated like a ‘piece of meat’? WEAR SOME CLOTHES!
If A decently attractive male was walking about wearing some awesome chest and stomach showing off shirt. you’d look. You would. you know you would. you won’t get in trouble for it… because his nipples are apparently much less sacred than your own. You want equality? there you have it. You’re nipples are only as secret as a guys! And we see guys man-boobs all the time! Still want you stinking equality?
Sorry… offtopic a bit
the second… user… No I don’t mean guys… guys have very little to do with this one actually. Friend wants to hang out with her boy past her curfew because he ran late in meeting her. I’m okay with this. I see how this makes sense. I would feel the same way if I was her. My method of doing so… would be VERY different though. I would not manipulate three different friends to do it. I would call one friend and say “Hey… can I crash at your house after I’m done hanging out with the boy?” they would understand and say yes, parent allowing. and that’s how it goes.
This is the magic of the truth. it is simpler.
This is what Friend did. She got My sister to invite Friend 2 to sleep over. then called her own father… asked him if SHE could sleep here too. Her father says yes. Friend then approaches me and says that Bridgy invited Friend 2 to stay the night and claims she misses hanging out with me since I moved. I say fine and ask Bobbert… he says yes after laying down the ‘be quiet’ rules.
Friend leaves to get her stuff from Friend 2’s house and comes back. Talks to the rest of my family then leaves again. And doesn’t come back until 12 40 at night. Walks into my room and goes to sleep.
I would be totally okay with this is she had told me that she wanted to crash at my house after. because I would have asked bobbert ot let her crash in my room later.
Because if I’d said that. dad would not have been so very confused by how i ‘didn’t spend any time with my friend and she must feel rejected’
when in reality it is the other way around. Well… I don’t feel rejected.. just annoyed that she isn’t telling the stinking truth.
Mkay. I do not have a boyfriend. I don’t have a guy friend I casually kiss either. I do not have a female friend for either of those things either to keep your mind from going there.
I AM okay with this. if I had one that’d be cool. I’m not looking for one. or going out of my way to attract one. I’m not avoiding relationships I just don’t care.
Now you’re thinking ‘If she doesn’t care so much why is she posting about it, she’s obviously in denial.’ No that isn’t the point of this… the point of this is that my friends have no brains. Okay… that’s unfair… one of my friends has no brain. She hives a terrible name to blonds (or blondes) everywhere. (thank gosh I dyed mine brown).
Today. She calls me.
Her Hey, wanna come over and hang out with Me and Meggie tonight?
Me Yeah sure I guess… When and where and all such buisness?
Her At Meggies tonight. Me, her, Barrows and Jake are going to watch movies in the basement cause her moms out and Hayley can’t be alone at night.
Me …I think I’ll pass… you guys have fun… I’mma just catch up on all the internetting I’m missing while my computers being set up…
Her Aww come on! Whyyyy? Come hang out with us…
Me Nicki… I really don’t want to
Her Why?!
Me Uhm… because as much as I love all of you… do you know how gross kissing sounds when you’re not involved?
Her Why would anybody know that?
Me because their friends do not have enough sense to keep their get togethers of couples… with just couples…
Her …oh…
I should not have to explain this! I do not care that I am single… dating in highschool is quite pointless. HOWEVER, the sounds of other people sucking face while I’m trying to watch a movie… is like when other people are eating around you and you’re not… and they’re eating something like… chewy… you know… when a little kid stuffs their mouth almost too much… and they can still chew… but it makes that gross sound that makes you gag a little? Yeah… it’s like that.
Moral of the story. If you and your boyfriend… are hanging out with a friend and her boyfriend… do NOT invite other people along unless they have a person to bring also. YOU may not feel weird cuddling with your other and being mushy infront of them… but they will feel damn awkward… and a little sick if you wanna start suckingface. I don’t mean kissing… like… people are happy… they hug and kiss… but I mean sucking face… like people do when they watch movies… or are in a similar situation where that kind of kissing happens… The ‘I’m going to lick your tonsils and know what you had for breakfast’ stuff… just… don’t do it infront of other people unless they have a way to tune you out…. and a movie is not a way to tune you out… neither is music.
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Hai Grandma and Auntie Tricia… Er… In four seconds after reading the world ‘Bloop’ in all capital letters… you will forget this rant ever existed…
BLOOP
:: laughs ::
“Hello, I’m Katelynne. I’m the Oldest of seven Children. “
That’s my favorite way to introduce myself. It’s true. Maybe not by blood lines. But It’s true. Somehow, along the course of the last year or two. I managed to get two more younger siblings.
they’re mom is one of my moms friends. And they’re friends with two of my younger siblings. they spend more time at my moms house than I do sometimes. XD which only PROVES that they’re definitely my siblings… haha
Apparently… the best way to put my parents on their ear is to do something so alarmling normal that they just gape at me and go “…what?”
Proof of this… last night. At abooout… 7 30pm Mai friend Joe called and asked if I could leave the house.. ^____^
“Heeeyyy Dad!”
“What?”
“Can I leave the house?”
“Why?”
“To go out wiff mah friend Joe”
“…to go… what?”
“To. Go. Out. With. My. Friend. Joe.”
“Like.. come in here! er… without the phone!”
Short conversation after and an amusing bit of Joe getting lost looking for my house. He walked in… Bobbert and Jen met him. and we left… only to come back before I was supposed to be home because there is nothing to do in my town. Sat in the livingrooma nd watched SouthPark with them.
I think they were confused. Well, no.. Jen’s taking this like i’m a normal teenager XDD A little surprised at how ‘normal-looking’ Joe is.. but yesh.. I had a normal moment… and it confused Bobbert.
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