I’ve got a job interview at Big Y on Saturday!
Yeah that’s about it.. XD
Stinker. February 8, 2008
The littlest one in my family is a unique one. Definitely unique..
You know that superbug? the freakish kill you off stomach bug everyone and their aunty seems to be getting? Went through my house! ew!
Stinker though… He’s ALREADY got issues… the other just kinda puked and were better.. I ah… was a paranoid emotional freakish mess for a week :) (I hate puking, you can do it… but if it’s caused by a virus I could catch, staytheHELLawayfromme!)
He started the puking in the middle of the night Thursday. I dun freak when he pukes.. cause he’s… him. He couldn’t keep anything (including water) down, and was tooottally gone otherwise… Sleeping and puking for two days… You’d try to talk to him and his eyes would just roll back in his head, the house was very quiet… it was VERY weird.
Sunday he crawled into my moms room all happy and perky “HAI!”
We went for Cracker Barrel for breakfast. he ate half an egg and half a piece of toast, and drank some soda. Then descided he didn’t want anything else.
We spent most of the day in the shops and stuff… All of us got new sneakers… a new boardgame (Rummikub) and a puzzle. He kept complaining that he was tired and sick of walking, We just assumed it was the fact that he’d been so busy fighting the virus that he was gonna be east to tire out for a day or two. that’s okay.
The little Girl and I went to a friends house for a superbowl party… really just an excuse to eat chips and soda… XD
My friend babysits her friend all the time… so it works out ^^
Got home and found nobody home but the other sister.. She said Mom and the boys were in the ER, Stinker puked up the breakfast he ate 8 hours ago, looking just like when he ate it. A bit worrisome.
The ER gave him IV Fluids to keep him hydrated, he went to his doctor on Monday, the doctor said to call his GI doctor,
Went to the ER again Monday night for the same treatment. Where he puked up grass-green bile (yum) Got very sick of ‘band-aiding’ him everynight and Headed to the hospital his GI is at on Tuesday. got him BACK on IV Fluids there. Gave him Zofram (I think) to keep his stomach calm, and umped him full of Easy-Cat. (Via G-tube, cause he wasn’t drinking it XD)
He got his catscan to make sure there wasn’t something really wrong, figured out, this whole mess, was caused by
LYMPH NODES. those silly annoying things that swell under your jaw when you’ve got a particularly stubborn cold? they’re sore and tender and make swallowing hell? I learned that you’ve got a LOT of them in your belly too. And his were all swollen and angry. So that’s why it hurt him so much to eat and digest and all such things.
the hospital decided to keep him utnil tonight, On the IV Fluids and all to keep him hydrated and hopfully so that they would calm down enough for him to drink water and eat melty stuff. He can… he’s home. He can’t really EAT… but he’s pretty alright.
We’ll know in 3 to 5 days if they’re calming down at all…
but he’s home now and all is good..
I think everyone is mostly healthy.. I think I totally screwed my metabolism up over the weekend/week. and it’s taking some coaxing to make it work again but that’s okay it’ll be back.
Not Qualified For This! January 23, 2008
New Term… new schedual.. new doom.
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Right now I have a foods class in my schedual. It’s not that bad I’m sure. I have decent cooking skills and all. I’m not a picky eater. So I’m trying tot alk myself into enjoying the class a bit and I walk into the room. Who ARE these people?! Not a single face I recognize.
I don’t mean no friends. I mean I’ve never seen any of these kids before. And I’m good with faces. I may not have a name for you. But I’ll remember seeing you in a class or a hallway or a friend of a friend kind of thing. where have they been hiding?! Who are they working for? and why don’t I recognize them?
It makes me very nervous. I have social issues or something. Outside of a convention I’m terrible at talking to people. Even AT a con. I don’t approach people. The only difference there is when they say hello or try to hug me, I don’t Feel the need to ask ‘what do you want with me’ and/or deck them.
So I’m put in a class with nobody I even recognize. Then put in a group. three other people I have to… socialize with… or soemthing… work with. But i don’t know them. And they’re my age…sorta. I don’t know how to talk to them. I mean… I’m kinda awkward with adults, and I’m totally fine with little kids. They like me. People my age though? Forget it, I dunno how to deal.
I don’t think I can stay in a class where I have to work this closely with classmates I don’t know. So… I’m signed up for a schedual change. :)
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On the up side. I drewa pretty decent real-life-esq sketch from a picture of my friend Matt.
People are scarey. June 22, 2007
GodHatesgoths.com
Yeah… take a look at that. It’s terrifying. It’s based out of a church in Westfield Massachusetts. Now… I started reading it out of the sheer hilarity that such a site existed. I mean. what have I ever done to warrant hatred from these people based on the COLOR of my CLOTHING. How can you base an opinion off someone like that?
Apparently… Goths are WORSE than terrorists, pedophiles, suicide bombers, and Muslims (a dash of racism to mix it up I guess?) put together.
Now… moving away from the sheer idiotcy of that.
In response to some of his ‘hatemail’ (which they only show the unintelligent pieces of mail that involve threats of violence and obnoxious amounts of swearing (though some of it was quite creative XD) the ‘Good Reverend’ wrote to one person how they could go visit the church. That any ‘tresspassing’ goth would be shot in self-defense and that the church would get away with it. He SAYS the church has firepower… or something to that effect… I’m not going back to find it…
I’m not bothered by any other part of the site. yes it’s not polite. but just like me they can post their opinions however they want. but JUST LIKE ME If I threatened someone with shooting them for tresspassing what with my black clothes and VampireFreaks account. I’d be arrested. hunted down and arrested.
cause i’m a terrifying goth with suicidal/homocidal tendancies in my brain because I was brainwashed by Marilyn Manson and violent Videogames (that i don’t PLAY) and I ate count chocula as a kid (really I didn’t) watched Tim Burton Movies while growing up (nope… I’m afraid of the nightmare before christmas btw)
But how can they do that? a church? Isn’t a church supposed to be about having a safe place to go when you’re lost and need some peace… Do homosexual or ‘goths’ burn up when they walk in the oors? do non-believers? No. and you want to know why? Because you can ask for saftey anytime. no matter who you are. safety is what it’s about.not what you BELIEVE. that’s what it should be about anyway. none of this war over a god who may or maynot be real depending on who you are.
A Church threatanin somebody with death. isn’t okay. it isn’t right. and I don’t even LIKE going to church! I don’t like learning about it! I didn’t want to… my whole life… wanted nothing to do with it. But I still LEARNED. I still learned that God is safety. Wethere or not you scream his name in vain or you damn him when your mad because something bad just happened. or wether you’re a devout perfect by the books bible loving person. Church is about safety, about peace, a place to go when your soul and body and mind are ragged. where someone should help you. Not SHOOT you.
