When I miss school and I’m sick…
That’s not my room… XD it’s my moms..
Good news is… that camera I got for Christmas… is awesome.
Also… I.. didn’t think about the fact that I was sick and hadn’t showered… I look like a slob… but that’s okay!
I make REALLY stupid faces while I’m singing… XD hence why I don’t usually do it in public. :: laughs ::
Lets hope that embed code works on here… o.0;
Aurgh… can’t make it work… you’ll have to click it to laugh at me… sorries ^^
No, I’m not. thank you.
Now kindly go choke on a sock.
(Not to be taken personally to anybody who may have asked with anysort of class. I don’t mean you.)
Alright… I’ve got a bone to pick with the world.
Why do your clothes matter?
Will your personality change if you’re wearing something else? I know I know ‘My Clothes express who I am”
Yeah… are you that inable to express yourself with something else. And I have to say. I know it’s mostly people who dress like me who claim to be the most ‘opne-minded’ and ‘full of artistic expression’ via their clothing.
I’ll tell you right now… My friends wear all sorts of different kinds of clothes. they’ve adapted to seeing me in my raggedly torn up black boys pants and boots. Yeah… that’s what i wear all the time. So what? My pants are comfortable and nobody has ever really had a problem with them so far. I dress nicer for my family gatherings and other more appropriate times.
I have a whole nother bit of clothing for going places where I just want to blend in. College tour, job interview, ect. I don’t wear my huge belted metal boots… in wear some sneakers and jeans.
Really… my clothing does not express who I am. Last time i checked. I am neither a boy… or from the 1800’s if you look at my skirts.
Also, The boy… Knows I have this other set of clothing… because I’ll wear it when I’m out of my typical wear and he’s ended up driving me to half of my blend in places. He asked, very nicely and in the least offensive way i might add, that when we get around to the spending time around his mother and small sibling. If I wouldn’t mind wearing the jeans and sneakers in place of the spiked pants and belted boots.
Apparently… I was supposed to be VERY offended by this. funny thing is… I’m not. If my borthers and sisters were as young as his, seven, I doubt my mother would like me wearing these clothes, or… would like me bringing people who wore these clothes into the house.
I see kids dressed like me wandering in the street and I’m a little nervous. Most of the kids who wear the clothes I do aren’t all that great. My friends are nice, i’m nice. But there are just as many kids wearing the black clothes that do bad things. Just like there are good people who wear gangster clothing and bad people who wear gangster clothing.
In conclusion. There are SO many worse things in this world. What if someone’s family wasn’t fond of your heritage? or your Skin color? Or a personality trait? the way you spoke? your gender? Or something that made you, You?
Wearing a pair of jeans isn’t going to kill you, putting away your spikes and skulls won’t kill you. Especially when it’s for a good reason like a mother not wanting an influence put on her seven year old. This world is made of compromise. You have your style and you have your sense of self. And you can bend your sense of style without hurting your sense of self.
If nobody ever bent a little to make things work… everyone would be alone. I’m not saying compromise your morals… or change your whole wardrobe. I’m saying you can wear some jeans for two hours every once in awhile without losing your personality.
I thought I had the good group of friends… I thought I was really good at picking out the sincere friends. I was pretty sure all of them were honest. I’m not saying with everybody… but with me and the group. We’re not always the most honest with everybody else. But with eachother… I thought we had all the virus protection against liars and whores.
I’ve been proven wrong.
Friend walks up to Meggie and Jake
Friend: Hey.. (insert name here) is comming back from suspension tomorrow… wear a skirt with me.
Jake: you see friend THAT is why boys always get so frustrated and pissed at you!
Friend: huh? wha–
Meggie: Because you dress like a whore when you’re at school with them and when you’re alone with them you go all holy virgin body on them! Gawd! and no, I won’t wear a skirt tomorrow it’s WINTER.
Needless to say… Friends wears the skirt. There you have a tease… and a terrible mean thing to do in my opinion. I think of females who dress with the short skirts and then a pair of BOOTS? that’s screams I’m easy. Sorry to anybody that offends… but a short denim skirt and a pair of knee high boots? Not appropriate if you’re going to be playing the Holy mother mary later.
I am NOT bashing keeping oneself pure and all things. I’m bashing False Advertising. femininsts who wear lowcut shirts then tear a guy a new one when he stares. Bother me. Alot… put them away if you don’t want them looked at. I NEVER have this males-only-look-at-my-chest problem. Never ever. Wanna know the secret to not being treated like a ‘piece of meat’? WEAR SOME CLOTHES!
If A decently attractive male was walking about wearing some awesome chest and stomach showing off shirt. you’d look. You would. you know you would. you won’t get in trouble for it… because his nipples are apparently much less sacred than your own. You want equality? there you have it. You’re nipples are only as secret as a guys! And we see guys man-boobs all the time! Still want you stinking equality?
Sorry… offtopic a bit
the second… user… No I don’t mean guys… guys have very little to do with this one actually. Friend wants to hang out with her boy past her curfew because he ran late in meeting her. I’m okay with this. I see how this makes sense. I would feel the same way if I was her. My method of doing so… would be VERY different though. I would not manipulate three different friends to do it. I would call one friend and say “Hey… can I crash at your house after I’m done hanging out with the boy?” they would understand and say yes, parent allowing. and that’s how it goes.
This is the magic of the truth. it is simpler.
This is what Friend did. She got My sister to invite Friend 2 to sleep over. then called her own father… asked him if SHE could sleep here too. Her father says yes. Friend then approaches me and says that Bridgy invited Friend 2 to stay the night and claims she misses hanging out with me since I moved. I say fine and ask Bobbert… he says yes after laying down the ‘be quiet’ rules.
Friend leaves to get her stuff from Friend 2’s house and comes back. Talks to the rest of my family then leaves again. And doesn’t come back until 12 40 at night. Walks into my room and goes to sleep.
I would be totally okay with this is she had told me that she wanted to crash at my house after. because I would have asked bobbert ot let her crash in my room later.
Because if I’d said that. dad would not have been so very confused by how i ‘didn’t spend any time with my friend and she must feel rejected’
when in reality it is the other way around. Well… I don’t feel rejected.. just annoyed that she isn’t telling the stinking truth.
Mkay. I do not have a boyfriend. I don’t have a guy friend I casually kiss either. I do not have a female friend for either of those things either to keep your mind from going there.
I AM okay with this. if I had one that’d be cool. I’m not looking for one. or going out of my way to attract one. I’m not avoiding relationships I just don’t care.
Now you’re thinking ‘If she doesn’t care so much why is she posting about it, she’s obviously in denial.’ No that isn’t the point of this… the point of this is that my friends have no brains. Okay… that’s unfair… one of my friends has no brain. She hives a terrible name to blonds (or blondes) everywhere. (thank gosh I dyed mine brown).
Today. She calls me.
Her Hey, wanna come over and hang out with Me and Meggie tonight?
Me Yeah sure I guess… When and where and all such buisness?
Her At Meggies tonight. Me, her, Barrows and Jake are going to watch movies in the basement cause her moms out and Hayley can’t be alone at night.
Me …I think I’ll pass… you guys have fun… I’mma just catch up on all the internetting I’m missing while my computers being set up…
Her Aww come on! Whyyyy? Come hang out with us…
Me Nicki… I really don’t want to
Her Why?!
Me Uhm… because as much as I love all of you… do you know how gross kissing sounds when you’re not involved?
Her Why would anybody know that?
Me because their friends do not have enough sense to keep their get togethers of couples… with just couples…
Her …oh…
I should not have to explain this! I do not care that I am single… dating in highschool is quite pointless. HOWEVER, the sounds of other people sucking face while I’m trying to watch a movie… is like when other people are eating around you and you’re not… and they’re eating something like… chewy… you know… when a little kid stuffs their mouth almost too much… and they can still chew… but it makes that gross sound that makes you gag a little? Yeah… it’s like that.
Moral of the story. If you and your boyfriend… are hanging out with a friend and her boyfriend… do NOT invite other people along unless they have a person to bring also. YOU may not feel weird cuddling with your other and being mushy infront of them… but they will feel damn awkward… and a little sick if you wanna start suckingface. I don’t mean kissing… like… people are happy… they hug and kiss… but I mean sucking face… like people do when they watch movies… or are in a similar situation where that kind of kissing happens… The ‘I’m going to lick your tonsils and know what you had for breakfast’ stuff… just… don’t do it infront of other people unless they have a way to tune you out…. and a movie is not a way to tune you out… neither is music.
/rant
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Hai Grandma and Auntie Tricia… Er… In four seconds after reading the world ‘Bloop’ in all capital letters… you will forget this rant ever existed…
BLOOP
:: laughs ::
I’m starting to remember I have this thing and that I should post in it.
theres a dance at my school. My school is not normal. Have I mentioned this? Well.. it’s not. NORMAL schools have ‘Homecomming’ right? Yeah… not us. We’re having the “Black and White” dance… so if I show up in black and white… I pay $3 to get in instead of the pricey $5 XD
Needless to say… I’ll be full out Gothic Lolita Kitty. Chunky Black Dolli shoes, White petticoats with black lace over them. Frilly white piratess shirt with black underbust corset and black lace jacket/ gloves. Paint my face up like a dolls. and of course… black and White snow leopard cat ears to go in poofy messy hair that has black ribbons in it.
At least… that’s my most amusing way to freak the heck out of my classmates. All I have to do is talk a couple other people into doing it with me >D
So we went to the eye doctor… had to call my friend Nicki for a ride… cause bobberts car is deeaaadddd…
Buut…
I got my eyes dialated… and only one of my eyeballs reacted to it… XD so I look lopsided kinda… Bobbert called me demented
GodHatesgoths.com
Yeah… take a look at that. It’s terrifying. It’s based out of a church in Westfield Massachusetts. Now… I started reading it out of the sheer hilarity that such a site existed. I mean. what have I ever done to warrant hatred from these people based on the COLOR of my CLOTHING. How can you base an opinion off someone like that?
Apparently… Goths are WORSE than terrorists, pedophiles, suicide bombers, and Muslims (a dash of racism to mix it up I guess?) put together.
Now… moving away from the sheer idiotcy of that.
In response to some of his ‘hatemail’ (which they only show the unintelligent pieces of mail that involve threats of violence and obnoxious amounts of swearing (though some of it was quite creative XD) the ‘Good Reverend’ wrote to one person how they could go visit the church. That any ‘tresspassing’ goth would be shot in self-defense and that the church would get away with it. He SAYS the church has firepower… or something to that effect… I’m not going back to find it…
I’m not bothered by any other part of the site. yes it’s not polite. but just like me they can post their opinions however they want. but JUST LIKE ME If I threatened someone with shooting them for tresspassing what with my black clothes and VampireFreaks account. I’d be arrested. hunted down and arrested.
cause i’m a terrifying goth with suicidal/homocidal tendancies in my brain because I was brainwashed by Marilyn Manson and violent Videogames (that i don’t PLAY) and I ate count chocula as a kid (really I didn’t) watched Tim Burton Movies while growing up (nope… I’m afraid of the nightmare before christmas btw)
But how can they do that? a church? Isn’t a church supposed to be about having a safe place to go when you’re lost and need some peace… Do homosexual or ‘goths’ burn up when they walk in the oors? do non-believers? No. and you want to know why? Because you can ask for saftey anytime. no matter who you are. safety is what it’s about.not what you BELIEVE. that’s what it should be about anyway. none of this war over a god who may or maynot be real depending on who you are.
A Church threatanin somebody with death. isn’t okay. it isn’t right. and I don’t even LIKE going to church! I don’t like learning about it! I didn’t want to… my whole life… wanted nothing to do with it. But I still LEARNED. I still learned that God is safety. Wethere or not you scream his name in vain or you damn him when your mad because something bad just happened. or wether you’re a devout perfect by the books bible loving person. Church is about safety, about peace, a place to go when your soul and body and mind are ragged. where someone should help you. Not SHOOT you.
ANOTHER MATCH!
Damon:
Hopefully that’ll resize down… maybe… o.o;
and lolcat
GAHAHAHAHA!!!!
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